Happeh new yearrr

As the title says...

HAPPEH NEW YEAR!!!

Bleh

How easy it seems for some to forget their own actions and mistakes, and pass judgements on to others.

When I think of my past, I'm not really surprised I turned out the way I did. However, I do not blame my own actions on a messed up childhood, even though it would be an easy way to make excuses. I've always been her disappointment, and embarrassement. I've heard it more than enough.

The one thing I don't understand though, is why you still feel the need to let me know how stupid you think I am. I gave you an easy way out, why not take it and leave me alone? Does it annoy you that much, knowing that I continue my life without you in it? Why do you feel the need to try and cause trouble?
I know I won't get my questions answered. If I would, you would just twist it around and tell me once again how stuipd and useless I am.
I hope you can look back at your own life, decisions and actions with a clean conscience.

I won't let your texts and threats bring me down. Just asking you to leave me alone. I won't take your crap and judgements anymore...

Merry christmas.

Grinchme

If we're unlucky, the world won't end this friday. And if it doesn't, I've found the perfect role for me this year. I'm going to be this years grinch. So, if christmas happens I will have a busy day. I'm gonna steal everyones presents and replace them with coal, just for my own amusement!

So yes. I'm this years grinch. The perfect role for me this year.

sick cookies

Hot topic of the week in Sweden are gingerbread cookies. We really have serious issues to deal with in the cold north you see. It's concerning a silly xmas tradition when kids dress up, and some of them as gingerbread cookies. I can't even be bothered to explain it further. I can only state that people are pathetic. In every way, shape and form, and they make me sick.

There's only a handfull of people I can stand at the moment (surprising, I know). And one of them is a really old friend, that I wish I will have the opportunity to have a serious sit down with. He's probably the smartest person I know, and I would love to exchange thoughts with him someday soon. And of course a brew or two at that pirate bar I'm so jealous of. The only thing is, that it would all end in chaos, this I'm quite sure of. But hey...

I did something naughty today, so now I'm off santas list for sure. But guess what? That doesn't bother me either! I'm gonna get chains and vinyl from myself, and that makes me a happy girl. Because I deserve it!

Now I'm gonna dress up and go for a walk in the cold. I got too much on my mind at the moment and it's consuming me. Sometimes I wish I could actually share them... But then I remember how much I dislike the feeling of being a burden. Oh well, time for that walk. Ciao!

A roly-poly Sandy Claws to add a little spice

The boogeyman is bringing the presents this year kids, hold on to your hats. It's gonna be extra special.
He won't visit me of course, I haven't been nice. Hmm... Oh well, christmas sucks, and I hope everyone will choke on their joyful spirits. I'm full of holiday cheer this year. As you can tell by the great rhyme.

Moving soon. Packing sucks. I have too many things, so much crap. And I need so many new things. Many, many shiny things to make my new place cozy and awesome. Like a mental asylum. That's what my weary mind needs to come to rest. But in the meantime, I'll just play a little world of warcraft.

awkwardness

That awkward moment when you realise you've just been flirted with by a girl, and you were almost naked... AWKWARDNESS! To say the least. I drew this picture to illustrate just how awkward it felt. And yes, my paint skills are legendary.

This is me feeling awkward.

superheroninjamanyo

Bitches may curse and moan all they want now. I got the flat I was looking at, and I'm moving januari 1st! I'm probably crazy but who cares? I feel like dancing. No I don't but I'm gonna go make a cup of coffee, then I'm gonna sit and stare at things and hope they pack themselves!

Hrfhkucv

Piece of shit this evening turned out to be. I'm gonna channel my rage on this piece of crap page, and tear it limb from limb. If it had any that is.
Bitches wanna run my life and tell me how to live. Everything about me is wrong. My actions are selfish and immature. I'm nothing but a worthless piece of crap worm. Not worth speaking to or even look at.

The ego I am, is telling myself that I don't need any of this shit. I'd be better off just leaving everyone and their righteous, all knowing, goody two-shoes bitches and just move my pathetic ass out in the woods somewhere, and never be heard from again. I guess that in someway I should feel honoured. Honoured about the fact that I give these bitches a reason to justify how great them and their own lives are. I'm the poster girl for everything that's wrong.

I'm fed up. Leave me be "insert c-word here".

Now, before I vanish and start building my cabin in the woods, I'm gonna go all out grumpy mode, and pull my blanket over my head and curse all night long.

FO xx

You lie, silent there before me.

Your tears, they mean nothing to me,

The wind howling at the window,

The love you never gave,

I give to you,

Really don't deserve it,

But now, there's nothing you can do.

So sleep, in your only memory

Of me, my dearest mother...

Here's a lullaby to close your eyes.

[Goodbye]

It was always you that I despised.

I don't feel enough for you to cry, [oh well]

Here's a lullaby to close your eyes,

[Goodbye],

So insignificant, sleeping dormant deep inside of me,

Are you hiding away, lost, under the sewers,

Maybe flying high, in the clouds?

Perhaps you're happy without me...

So many seeds have been sown in the field,

And who could sprout up so blessedly,

If I had died I would have never felt sad at all,

You will not hear me say 'I'm sorry'

Where is the light, wonder if it's weeping somewhere?

Here's a lullaby to close your eyes.

[Goodbye]

It was always you that I despised.

I don't feel enough for you to cry, [oh well]

Here's a lullaby to close your eyes,

[Goodbye],

strait up!

I need a straitjacket, someone find me one please!

Apart from the above problem, other things are starting to clear. I'm going to look at a flat this friday, and if I like it and things work out I could be moving soon. Never thought I'd be happy about that, but I actually am. I think, well hope, that I have a different perspective on things this time. Older and wiser, etc. Well, wiser at least. (;

Now, did you find me that straitjacket yet? If not, chop, chop!
The alternative is to ask santa to bring me this dress from Drac in a box.

Werd

Gawd sake! Now my pc has crashed. Once again karma, you and me, let's have it out once and for all.

Unlike the wise man in the picture, I cannot recall having any longer periods of sanity. But I won't care about that, at least not today. Sanity is overrated anyway. Today I'm gonna drink tea with my brain and discuss the marvellous thoughts that's spinning around. And how come someone managed to penetrate the cotton candy wall, and now seems to have gotten stuck on the sugary sticky surface?

Oh my, this is gonna require more than one cup of tea. Do you take yours with milk and honey?

Foolish ghoulish

I'm back home after spending a week at a friends.

I'm confused and annoyed, and I have some life changing decisions to make. And this time it's not about my hair colour. Even though I am changing that too. This time the major decision is wheter or not I should move back to the town I once ran from... Or well, I think I've kinda made up my mind already, I just don't know how to go about it in a good way. It's just the usual story of my life, if you're not already troubled, make sure you create some yummy trouble! I'm awesome like that.

Well, well, well. This is uplifting as usual, what a happy little pill I am, and I'm gonna make you overdose!

But for now, I got other things to do. I'm gonna go play with my new Sugarpill and Lime crime make up that arrived last week. So ciao for now!

                                                                                                                                             xx

Sooo

I was thinking that perhaps I sholuld turn this into a fashioon blog. They seem to be popular. You know, post your outfit of the day and such. So when I was standing infront of the mirror, looking cool, like a 14 year old I realised this:

1. My outfit is too cool to share.
2. I have too much crap in the background.
3. There is too much drool on my mirror (thanks Dexter).
4. My phone is way too old to be shown in a cool pic like this.
5. I'm way too cool to do this shit.

So to sum it up... Screw fashion blogs. I'll keep moaning instead, and keep posting super ultra cool pics of yaks, random things and myself. That's just how awesome I am. And to prove it, here's a cool pic I made cooler with some cool effects. Isn't it awesome and cool?!

Zleepy needs

I've decided that I need(want) a new bed. And I found 2 that are just perfect. I need one of these beds. And I mean really, REALLY need! Zombie girl has needs.

yaya

To do list. The result of brainstorming a sunday afternoon.

• Build a new death star, only bigger and better and in the shape of a triangle. Because triangle is the best of shapes.
• Buy a yak.
• Buy a corset.

And that's about it. Hey, brainstorming is hard. Specially on sunday afternoons.

No bad stuff

Fruit in a bottle. Must be the best way to have your fruit. Besides, label says it's no bad stuff. Bottle doesn't lie.

Randomness of the week. I must buy a yak. Anyone know where I can get a fine specimen? Numnums? (:

Do you know about the water of life?

Exhausted, disgusted, but I'm not allowed to let go yet.

Yes I have issues, and you're not allowed to judge me for them. I'm the only one that is.

Fragile.

Oh dear, I'm a depressing one. Why don't you just put me to sleep?!

While I am dressed in the monster's skin,"behold the cruellest mockery!": erection, fur(s) and a cloak of shame my beauty is too disgusting...- please, don't look at me.

I'm blue... DABADEEE

No really, I am. Blue. Literally. I was watching corpse bride last night and got a litte inspiration for a halloween makeup. Although I can't really show a good picture of it, since I only got the crappy camera on my phone, still. But just picture it all blue!

unintended

Let's be totally emo tonight, drink red wine, write heartbreaking poetry and eat carrots. Just feel miserable, ok?

Well, I'm eating carrots at least, I don't fancy any red wine tonight, and I'm always emo. Hey, don't judge me, you would be too if you had to live with me like I do.

But yes. Tonights emo song is unintended by Muse. Beautiful music, beautiful lyrics and I'm emo enough to be able to relate to them. So let's put it on repeat, eat those carrots and be miserable together, deal?

parlez-vous français?

Very little I'm afraid. But I've been asked a few times why I write in english and not swedish. The answer is quite simple. I'm terribly international and speak english on a daily basis. When I started writing, I did it in swedish, but my curious non-swede friends demanded I start writing in english. Since I'm so humble and always aim to please, I followed the orders and changed the language. So, now you all know the reason why I write in english and not swedish.

Oh and just to clarify a little something. Not only am I terribly international, humble and totally awesome. I am also very down to earth, as I'm sure most of you have figured out by now.

Ciao xx

Hello

What do you want to do with your life?
-I want to die and be buried under a rock in the woods.

All I wish for...

Is that one day, someone will understand me. From the depth of my soul...

From childhood's hour I have not been as others were - I have not
seen as others saw - I could not And all I lov'd I lov'd alone. Then - in my childhood - in the dawn of a most stormy life
was drawn from every depth of good and ill the mystery which binds me still:
From the torrent, or the fountain, from the red cliff of the mountain,
from the sun that `round me roll'd in it's autumn tint of gold
from the lightning in the sky as it pass'd me flying by
from the thunder and the storm, and the cloud that took the form
(when the rest of heaven was blue) of a demon in my view.bring my passions from a common spring.
From the same source I have not taken my sorrow; I could not waken my heart to joy at the same tone.
And all I lov'd I lov'd alone. Then - in my childhood - in the dawn of a most stormy life
was drawn from every depth of good and ill the mystery which binds me still:
From the torrent, or the fountain, from the red cliff of the mountain,
from the sun that `round me roll'd in it's autumn tint of gold
from the lightning in the sky as it pass'd me flying by
from the thunder and the storm, and the cloud that took the form
(when the rest of heaven was blue) of a demon in my view.

for the luls

I found some old pictures of myself the other day, was quite hilarious. One thing that crossed my mind though is when I saw this one. I just couldn't help but think that with that bad makeup, I looked a little like Taylor Momsen. Maybe it's just me, but I think it was hilarious. Bad make up FTW!

Well, well, well!

Careful what you wish for, eh?

Just got back from the doctor and I just got prescribed 2 more pills to take each day! Bloody lovely, not only do I have to continue eating and cooking, I have to pop pills like a mad addict inbetween meals. FU karma, just FU...

The bane of my life...

Has got to be cooking. I loathe it, and it's so boring. It's not that I can't cook, don't get me wrong, I'm an excellent cook, it's just so god damn boring. And it's just as boring and time consuming to eat. Unfortunately I still have to do it every single day.
Since this is one of the great annoyances of my life I've been trying to come up with solutions. None very successful so far, but I think I have som good ideas. I just need to sell them to someone crazy enough to make it happen. I mean, come on, wouldn't it be just great if you could hook yourself up to an IV? Or, how about a pill that contains all the nutrients you need. 3 pills a day, breakfast, lunch and dinner? Spares you the trouble of cooking, doing the dishes and eating. I would buy it in a heartbeat.


 Oh, and I'm going to defy my cold tomorrow and try out pilates!!

AVC

I don't really have anything new and exclusive to write about. It's a change, I know.

I just want to share something that is of great importance to me, and means more to me than I can actually put words to.
I'm talking about the amazingly, beautiful music and lyrics, made by the fabulous Anna-Varney Cantodea and her Sopor aeternus and the ensemble of shadows. I never get tired of any of the songs, and when I've been in my lowest, darkest moments, Sopor is the only thing that can soothe me and make me feel safe. Every word, every note, is just hauntingly beautiful.
This song, No one is there is extra special to me because the lyrics is like a tale taken from my own life.

I hope at least some of you out there, take the time to really listen to it, and appreciate it for what it is. Pure beauty.

Bitterness

Insomnia, insomnia, insomnia... My old foe has come back to haunt me. Just what I need at the moment.
And the thoughts that I can't shake, are like a virus eating my brain. I'm not in control, I've lost my focus. I hate the anxiety, the empty feeling I have, of not knowing. The feeling of being ignored... I don't know what to do with myself. It's so exhausting being me. All I want to do is sleep, and right now that's the one thing I can't.

Oh well, I have a lecture in 4 hours. The only positive thing is that in 4 hours the virus in my brain will only feel like a distant memory, but my brain will be a mushy mess that won't know a thing of what's being said. Yaay, life is sweet.

There's no hope...

I surprise myself at times. I thought I knew myself pretty damn good by now, but then tonight I learned that I'm a soft hearted weakling. I've just spent the last half hour crying like a baby. Over a movie... I know right. I've been watching Marley & me. Yes, yes I know, it's been out for ages, I'm behind etc, etc. The film wasn't even that good, still it left me snivelling like mad... I like dogs damnit, what's your excuse?!

Something that probably won't make anyone end up in tears is following me on instagram. I'm posting my awesome( <-- uhu), adventures with my best buddy Darth Vader. To see this awesomeness, look up iodines.

Sneak peak. Me and Vader at a football game!

The cry of mankind

I wonder why they say there's no easy way out. Doesn't it depend on how fast you're running?
I know one thing though. No matter how fast you run, you can't outrun yourself. And it seems my other self is one heck of a runner... I want my easy way out. One day I will have it, and it's the only thing that I want I will ever have...


I'm a fool.

Happy birthday to me!

It's that time of te year again. Totally the best day in history. My birthday, of course. ;)

Had a great day, almost wish it wasn't over. But tomorrow is another exciting day. It's tattoo day!
I know I've Said several times that I'm gonna post pictures of My tattoos, and I will. As soon as I remember! (I PROMISE NUMEH!! :D)

But for now, check out my new babies I got for my b-day. I luv them soooo much and don't want to take them off. Although I suspect they aren't very comfy to sleep in!

Happiness in another box :D

The birthday pressys I've ordered myself arrived this morning, and I'm as happy as a kid in a candy store!!!

A plush Dart Vader bag and the young Lovecraft comics 1 & 2! I'm a happy girl, and so nice that buys myself such sweet birthday presents. :D

I miss you

Hello, I'm still sleeping.

Here's a lullaby to close your eyes...

How I love to hate those games.

zleepy zombie

What a lovely weekend it's been. Lovely people everywhere, like always during the Pride week. Even my wicked heart melts and feels the love all around.

 
Specially yesterday (friday). I went to see the Dark knight rises, and I think I fell in love a little bit. With Bane! That voice... omg. And there's just something with a man in a mask... rawr!
I've decided that Bane is the best villain since Heath
Ledgers Joker, and that's that!



But now this old zombie lady is absolutely knackered, and must go to sleep. For a hundred years, at least.
                                                                                                                                       xx

On the train going home

Zleeping for 100 yearz

Whoop

Stockholm pride this week, and I have the perfect dress. Now, who's going, and will I see you there? :)

 

Do you know?

Do you know why I hate the sun? I mean apart from it being too hot, blinding me and threatening to burn my poor, sensitive pale skin? Well, let me show you why. This is why.

Freckles! I get freckles. As soon as a little sun touches my skin I get these horrible little brown spots all over my face. I know the sun does it just out of spite. It's a pain to try and cover them up with makeup as well. Damn you sun and your dishusting freckle disease!

It's saturday night. Last weekend of my summer vacation. I want to party! But for several reasons I can't. I want to get drunk and obnoxious, but I want company. Any volounteers?

I've also been thinking about something. How do you get to know someone that hardly knows you exist? I mean, how to go about making friends with someone if you're an awkward social freak, like me? Asking them out for a cup of coffee is out of the question. I'm too awkward for that. Hell, I'm too awkward to say anything at all. So, how to do it? Anyone got some nice tips? Talk to me! Send me a mail or something! :)

Now I have to go find some magic spell that can help me get rid of the freckles.

xx

spring fling! Uh.. summer fling?

I'm in love!
She's so pretty and I'm gonna marry her and we're gonna have lots of beautiful monster babies!
Elena from Demona Mortiss ♥
Ok so the music is really good too, which is a big +  ;)

Still Dre...eh,eh..oh fo!

I'm still broke. I'm still useless. I'm still moaning. I'm still fat, but I make the best fucking lasagna. Ever.

Le Sigh

Tonight I'm feeling useless. Boring, fat and useless. It seems that no matter how hard I try to organize my life, something always comes along and slaps me in my face. I'm so sick of it. Sick, sick, sick of it. What's bringing me down this time is money. The lack of it. I was expecting a paycheck this week, but lesser beings at the "paycheck office thingy", thinks it's ok to make decisions that I didn't agree to, and not send me my money until the end of the month. They are just so useless, and I can't seem to change their minds either. I'm so sick of being broke. I want to egg their houses and run over their families with a pink tricycle from hell.

So now I'm lying here sulking in my awesome t-shirt. Being fat and useless...

It can't rain all the time...

WELL QUITE OBVIOUSLY IT CAN!!

I'm not one to complain (oh shutup!), but this weather is getting boring.

I'm so annoyed I decided to make some ugly cookies. I think I'm gonna throw them at someone to make me feel a little bit happier.

 

I also whine on twitter. --> @iodines

First project under way

New tattoo in the making! Yesterday I got my chest piece started. It's kind of a big project so I anticipate it will take some time to finish  it. I'll post a pic of it when I've had more work on it done, only did the outerlines and a little bit of shading to it last night so it looks a little funny at the moment. =)

May the force be with you!

Hello y'all! I'm still alive, in case anyone was wondering. I've just been super busy with My studies, Anna-Varney worshiping, self praising and star wars the old republic. And just to let you know, star wars rawks. And so do I and Anna-Varney.

I got a cool project coming up this thursday, I Will not tell you what just yet, but soon, very soon. :)

In the meantime you get to enjoy this lovely song from my beloved Goddess.

omg

I just spent my friday night at the gym. My new found healthiness is starting to scare me!

Yarr

Sometimes I'm so lazy I even surprise myself. I've been slacking on the couch all day. Haven't even gotten dressed today, which is kinda convenient at the moment, since it's almost time for bed again!
Although, I feel I deserve a day like this since I've been on a cruise this weekend. All the way to Finland. Oh how I miss those frozen strawberry daiquiris. My economy will suffer bad for the rest of the month. :P

Got a new tattoo as well. Will post a pic of it this week. But till then, here's a pic of me on the boat, after a few pink drinks!
                                                                                                                                                  xx

A little extra awesomeness for everyone!

I just want to share some little extra awesomeness with you all while I'm slacking on my blog posts.

There is a person I admire deeply. She's truly fabulous and brilliant! Of course I am talking about the goddess of goth herself, Anna Varney Cantodea. I love reading her blog, and I have to say, it's the only blog that amuses me more than my own. ;)
I bow my head to her, she is more awesome than me. And you know that means a lot coming from such a humble person as myself.

So if you want to add extra awesomeness to your day, check out her blog. --> Sopor blog

Sad day

Well I was planning on making a enjoyable rant post, but instead it will be a sad one dedicated to a very special loved one.

Today my mums beautiful dog went to sleep for the very last time. She was such a special dog, and she will always have a special place in my heart. I delivered her to this world 12 years ago. She was the tiniest pup from her mums first litter, and she had a little white stripe on her chest. Just like her mum she was a very special dog, and I know that she had a good long life and brought many smiles and infinte love for my mum, specially when she was cooking.

You will be sorely missed Tekla, and I hope you'll have fun with your mum and siblings in doggy heaven.
Sleep well you beautiful, special dog. ♥♥♥♥

And also, I'm now on instagram, check my awesome pics out if you like. Search for iodines.

religion vs chocolate

Easter, once again.
Let's take some time to reflect on why we celebrate it. Jesus died for our sins right? T'was mighty good of him. Naah, religion is for fools. It is all about the chocolate eggs. Everyone in their right mind knows that this holiday is all thanks to the easter bunny. Thank you easter bunny! I do love those chocolate eggs!

From one thing to another. On very rare occasions facebook brings something good. Like an old friend linking a song, long forgotten. It was my all time fave when I was a snotty child. Dead skin mask by Slayer. How cool is that? Ok not as cool as Darth Vader, I admit that, but pretty damn cool! (Cool that I still think this song is awezume after 100 years, is what I'm trying to say.) Now, let's join hands and chant together:

"Dance with the dead in my dreams,

listen to their hallowed screams.

The dead have taken my soul,

temptation's lost all control"

Learning stuff!

Halfway through the 2nd week of my education, and I'm slowly starting to get used to the whole getting up early routine. It's really fun though, and I'm enjoying every day. I'm learning so much, omg! 

As if the whole early morning thing wasn't enough to shock my body and mind, I went to the gym yesterday!

I haven't been to the gym for years. Literally. Even though my body aches a bit today, it was worth it. I'm going back again tomorrow, OMG!

This monday I went to see a stand up comedy show with the swedish comedian Magnus Betnér. He's hilarious, the stuff he says, all that irony and sarcasm... Aaah, just my cup of tea. Go check him out! While you do that, I'll go brush my teeth since it's now 9 p.m, and it's time for me to go to bed. I'm so weak, I know. I'll get better though, I will beat my need of 12 hours sleep. Tomorrow I'll sleep for 10 hours! 

But now I'll bid you a good night and leave you with a little clip of Betnér. And oh yeah, it's subtitled so no excuse not to watch it. ;)

Happy st.Patrick's day!

To all of you who celebrate it! 


I'm having a little party myself. Although I don't really celebrate st.Paddy's day, I decided to wear green eyeshadow in honour of this day. =)

Dexter cares little for parties

I has a happy!

I did it! I got in! 

Woohooo, I'm so happy right now. I honestly didn't think I would! But I did it, and I'm starting monday morning! 

So much to prepare. And maybe I need new shoes, a bag and a new outfit too? OMGOSH!

Nothing describes happiness as a lolcat picture, so here goes! 

                                                                                                                                                      xx

Hello pt 2.

Just a short friday update.

This morning I had an interview, and some tests in mah mad computer skillz for an education that I really, really want to start. With that said, and having had a few hours to reflect over my performance. I can only state that, I FAIL!
The tests weren't really that hard, but when I came up on the Excel part of them my mind went blank. To my excuse, I haven't used Excel in years, but still. I just couldn't remember how to do the simple task that was requested. I'm so disappointed in myself. I really should've been able to do it, but oh well. Now I just had to hope mah mad social skillz and personality would do the trick. Righto.

Over all I can't really say that the interview went that bad, although it could've gone a whole lot better. The part I really like about it was when I got asked for my strong and weak sides. The strong sides I really nailed without any hesitations, but when I got asked for my weak sides my mind went blank again. The narcissist in me tried very hard to think of a bad quality, but I just couldn't come up with one. Not bad I guess, I'm like the ultimate person. Completely flawless. That must be the only conclusion to it, right?

Oh well, it's too late to change it now. I can only keep my fingers crossed that I didn't make an all too bad impression and that they accept me to the program.

Now for something completely different. I have something to show you. When I've been picking up the pieces of my shattered life, I decided I needed a change. But before you see it, you must look at this picture.

You know why, right? :P

Ok, so everyone knows gingers have no souls. And now we know it must be right. Right? ;)

TADA!! Yes, I'm blurry. I broke my camera around x-mas.

Being soulless, I must practice my evil grin

I just love my glasses.

Hello.

I'm back. Missed meh? :P

shattered

I am absolutely shattered. My world has just fallen to pieces, and I'm not sure how I will manage to put it back together again... I'm feeling like my inside has been ripped out of me, and all that is left is a big empty hole. I'm not in the mood to go into details of what's happened at the moment, and new posts on my blog will probably be few the coming weeks.

I hope you all are good and enjoying your life, love Erica.

Oink

Just a short update to let you know I'm back home again. Alive, but that's barely it. No, I'm feeling quite alright actually. I'm tired and a little sore, so I'm spending most of the days on my couch playing Skyrim and temple run. But I'll be up and running in no time. :)

xx

All set

Well everything's set for tomorrow, I think. I've packed 2 books and a bunch of magazines, that hopefully will prevent me from dying out of boredom at the hospital. That is if the surgery doesn't kill me of course. ;)

I'm not sure which day I will come home, but I'm hoping it will be monday. If not, I will see you when I see you!
And wish me good luck please! =)

Aquarium status = Solved

Phew. I took the broken aquarioum to the shop yesterday, and they were really helpful. They had as little clue as me though how the hell it could just crack like that. They were so nice and helpful and I will get a new one by warranty. Unfortunately they didn't have one in stock right now so they had to order one, but it won't arrive untill thursday.

Now, the issue with this is that I won't be home at thursday. You see I got a call last week from the hospital and they wanted to move my surgery forward. So now I'm having my surgery this friday.
   This means I have to be at the hospital by thursday morning, to take some bloodtests and stuff, and I won't be going home before friday. However, my darling Johan has promised me he will take care of the aquarium, pick it up and install it for me. I seriously do appreciate this, I just worry how he will manage. All he knows about aquariums is that there should be water in it, and probably a few fish. I'm gonna have to write a loong list of instructions for him. And then I'll have to redecorate it when I'm back home again :D

Perhaps this would be an idea?!

Alice

Brutally murdered and ate one of my precious kuhli eels.
I still have'n solved the aquarium issue. It'll drive me insane before it's over.

@#!%#!!%

This saturday didn't turn out quite as festive as my last one. Just out of the blue my aquarium broke. Bad. Somehow the glass just cracked in the upper back corner. Luckily I managed to save most of the fish though which is now placed in my old smaller tank. However that one is leaking as well but just a tiny bit, so hopefully it will make good till tomorrow morning when I can try and sort this crap out. I have no idea how the glass could crack like it did, there's nothing that's struck against it, and it was placed on a flat area quite high too. I'm so annoyed, and this is the last thing I needed right now. I'm going to the shop first thing tomorrow morning to talk to them about it, and hopefully they can help me. If not I don't know what to do, I can't afford to buy a new one right now. 

SIGH!

Big #%@#% crack!

Alice also wanted to be a fish.

Let's partay!

I found out this week that I've got time for surgery coming up in less than a month. A lot sooner than I was expecting. So because of that I'm not allowed to drink alcohol or smoke (which I don't do anyway) these coming weeks before the surgery. But that's no reason to not be in a party mood. This weekend I'm dancing around and drinking water, listening to Voltaire. This is the perfect song to get into that right party mood. =)

Too old?

I was talking to mu mum earlier, and I was talking about changing my hair colour. To which she had strong objections. Not that she wants me to stick with the pink, but she say's I'm too old to be dying my hair in bright colours. Ok, so I guess mum wasn't perhaps the best person to discuss it with, but anyway. I've been thinking about it for a bit.

So my question is, - Do you really get too old to be yourself?

My mum surely thinks so. She thinks it's time that I fall in line and join the mainstream population.

My own answer to the question is, No. You are who you are, and it's up to the rest to learn to accept it, not as different, but as something normal. It's just a different style than what yourself might prefer, and hey, I'm not trying to force my style on to anyone, and I definitely don't hurt anyone. This is who I am, and I'm happy about it. So why shouldn't it be accepted even if you're over 30-40 or even 70?

What do you think? I would love to hear some opinions about it.

busy bees!

I know it's been ages since I last posted, computer problems combined with other things have kept me quite busy. I will update more soon though. In the meantime I must show this super cute xmas card that I got, from super talanted and super sweetest girl in the world, Lucy. Thank you so much, I adore it! <3