Oops I did it again!

I just can't help myself! Random shopping spree, and it feels soooo good. It's days like this when I really live up to the bipolar side of myself, the impulse shopper. It's a good excuse to use, it's a part of the bipolar disorder, and a part I don't mind. So if anyone were to complain about it, I'll just yell, -I'M BIPOLAR YOU FUCK, I HAVE IT ON PAPER. I CAN'T HELP MYSELF SO DON'T JUDGE ME, OR I WILL SWALLOW YOUR SOUL! Ok last part was stolen from Cthulhu, but I bet it would make a stronger impression of being completely mental if I add that. But kids, don't get the wrong impression here. Being bipolar is no walk in the park, and statistics say that I'm very likely to kill myself, so no need to envy me. Joke aside. Shopping is fun, fun, fun, and I could do it every day. I will probably do it tomorrow again, since I need to strut around in my new shoes.

Today it's two weeks since Robert disappeared, starting to doubt I will ever see him again. I miss you so much.

Calls for Cthulhu

This is just awesome.

I've bought a new nail polish, Isadoras graffiti nails. I can't decide wheter I like it or not. I guess I shouldn't have painted it on my old nail polish, but impatient as I am I just had to try it. Gonna remove it and do it properly I think, and it better look good becuase it was fucking expensive, 69skr. Considering I usually spend like 25skr on nail polish. I'm not really cheap when it comes to make up, just nail polish, I don't know why.





Autumn is getting closer and closer, and I love it! It's my favourite time of the year. Pretty colours, rain, wind, darkness... I just love it. It also gives me a good excuse to do some boots shopping. I've been looking around the net for a bit and can't really decide on what boots I want. I did find a pair that I like, I'm not sure if they look as nice in real though as I think they do on the picture. It needs some thinking.

One thing that doesn't need as much thinking is this coat that I've found. It's absolutely gorgeous and I must have it. It's only £45 which is only half of what I was prepared on spending on it when I first saw it. I'm so in love with it.

I am dead tired today, it's exhausting to celebrate birthdays. I got a new camera yesterday that I can't wait to try out, a really cool kettle and the best thing of all...

...A PLUSH CTHULHU!!

HIP HIP HURRAY!

"It's my birthday and I cry if I want to"

Good thing is I don't want to! It's my birthday and I'm the best!

At the moment I don't have time to write so lets party, here's two really good party tunes.^^

And...

Dementia

I think I'm getting dementia. Today when I was out, I discovered that I had put my pants on backwards... I don't even know how I managed to not notice when I did it, or how I could go for about 1 hour without noticing it. I wonder if this is a sign of me getting old, or that I'm just losing my mind. I just hope that no one else noticed. If the did, perhaps they thought I was trying to get the Kriss Kross trend back. Although, I don't think that it was a big hit, to wear the clothes backwards. Hell, I don't even know if anyone else remembers Kriss Kross, so I guess I am getting old.

Bambambambam

Blah. Can't sleep. Seems I'm having one of those periods again when I can't sleep. It's so annoying. I'm tired but I just cant fall asleep. Got nothing to do either, and now I'm bored. And because I'm bored I felt the need to post a picture of me making my, bored-annoyed-don't-want-to-do-anything face. I'm so good at making faces. 


Been looking at some of the pictures I took on my little tourist adventure in the city, will post a few of them that I like. I'm not a very good photographer, and I don't have a very good camera, but it's fun and something I enjoy, so don't be too harsh in judging my pictures.

Have some good news though. Doris is back. She came back yesterday. Robert is still gone though, which sucks! But hopefully this means that they just decided to go exploring somewhere, and that Robert also will come home soon.

I found some strange bugs at the graveyard, I think they were mating!

English pub and curry house. Makes all those lost brits feel right at home?!

cool flower

I visited the cactus house and found this...

Sanitarium

Old psychiatric hospital

Art in the botanical garden made of plastic Ikea cups, toilet brushes and cotton tips. Art is scary...

Robert & Doris are missing

My cats are missing. Both of them, and I'm worried. They never go far from home, usually they just sleep in the backyard all day. I really hope they are safe, and will come home soon, but I'm really worried since it wouldn't be the first time someone snatched cats from this area. There's some serious disturbed fucks living around here. I know it's not unusual that cats wander off for short periods of time, but it is for these two, and specially since they both gone missing at the same time. They are very homebound and rarely leave the yard. I've reported them missing, and I'm gonna make some flyers to put up in the area... But considering how many flyers of missing cats is posted on the local shops wall, I do wonder how well it will turn out...

It's raining...

And it doesn't seem to stop. Not that I mind it. I love sitting in my dark room listening to the rain. Rainy nights make perfect movie nights, and I decided this is one of those nights. Gonna grab my sweets and make myself comfortable in bed and watch two of the best films ever made. Edward Scissorhands and Donnie Darko.



The later of the films also have one of the best soundtracks to it, a song that is perfect for a night like this. Mad world. Oh gosh, such clichés and emo stuff, yikes!

Good thing I don't lose track of my evil side in all this emoness, because I am laughing at the fact it is pissing outside and there is a reagge festival in town. HA IN YOUR FACE BLOODY RASTA PEOPLE!

Now, please enjoy this song. :D

psch

A few months back when I was making my summer plans, I decided that I wouldn't do anything at all this summer. No festivals (which has been the hardest part), no longer trips, no nothing. Just chill out, and enjoying the small things close to home.

One of the reasons for this decision was my pretty tight economy. Well, it's a bit more than tight I would say. It's more like it flushed itself and committed suicide. The other reason is my big birthday that is coming up. I've decided on giving myself a tattoo this year. It's a tattoo I've wanted to have done for years but never got around to it, so now I'v decided to save up and have it done. This is actually the biggest reason for my festival sacrifices.  And of course this weekend is M'era Luna festival. I'm so envious of everyone that's there, and it's with agony I realise I won't be there this year, to meet all the gorgeous people and see some of my favourite bands! I will try not to think about it too much, because when I do, I feel like tearing something apart!

Oh yes, this is another one of my modern day society problems. I want to be a millionaire god dammit!

But on a side note, I changed my hair colour today. It is now purple.

sunday, bloody sunday

Wonder if it's reaching a new all time low, when you wake up hungover after spending a night alone at home?!

...nah...

Feeling a bit emo and down today for no apparent reason, just want to crawl back in bed and watch a boring movie.