And the thoughts that I can't shake, are like a virus eating my brain. I'm not in control, I've lost my focus. I hate the anxiety, the empty feeling I have, of not knowing. The feeling of being ignored... I don't know what to do with myself. It's so exhausting being me. All I want to do is sleep, and right now that's the one thing I can't.
Oh well, I have a lecture in 4 hours. The only positive thing is that in 4 hours the virus in my brain will only feel like a distant memory, but my brain will be a mushy mess that won't know a thing of what's being said. Yaay, life is sweet.
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