superheroninjamanyo

Bitches may curse and moan all they want now. I got the flat I was looking at, and I'm moving januari 1st! I'm probably crazy but who cares? I feel like dancing. No I don't but I'm gonna go make a cup of coffee, then I'm gonna sit and stare at things and hope they pack themselves!

Hrfhkucv

Piece of shit this evening turned out to be. I'm gonna channel my rage on this piece of crap page, and tear it limb from limb. If it had any that is.
Bitches wanna run my life and tell me how to live. Everything about me is wrong. My actions are selfish and immature. I'm nothing but a worthless piece of crap worm. Not worth speaking to or even look at.

The ego I am, is telling myself that I don't need any of this shit. I'd be better off just leaving everyone and their righteous, all knowing, goody two-shoes bitches and just move my pathetic ass out in the woods somewhere, and never be heard from again. I guess that in someway I should feel honoured. Honoured about the fact that I give these bitches a reason to justify how great them and their own lives are. I'm the poster girl for everything that's wrong.

I'm fed up. Leave me be "insert c-word here".

Now, before I vanish and start building my cabin in the woods, I'm gonna go all out grumpy mode, and pull my blanket over my head and curse all night long.

FO xx

You lie, silent there before me.

Your tears, they mean nothing to me,

The wind howling at the window,

The love you never gave,

I give to you,

Really don't deserve it,

But now, there's nothing you can do.

So sleep, in your only memory

Of me, my dearest mother...

Here's a lullaby to close your eyes.

[Goodbye]

It was always you that I despised.

I don't feel enough for you to cry, [oh well]

Here's a lullaby to close your eyes,

[Goodbye],

So insignificant, sleeping dormant deep inside of me,

Are you hiding away, lost, under the sewers,

Maybe flying high, in the clouds?

Perhaps you're happy without me...

So many seeds have been sown in the field,

And who could sprout up so blessedly,

If I had died I would have never felt sad at all,

You will not hear me say 'I'm sorry'

Where is the light, wonder if it's weeping somewhere?

Here's a lullaby to close your eyes.

[Goodbye]

It was always you that I despised.

I don't feel enough for you to cry, [oh well]

Here's a lullaby to close your eyes,

[Goodbye],

strait up!

I need a straitjacket, someone find me one please!

Apart from the above problem, other things are starting to clear. I'm going to look at a flat this friday, and if I like it and things work out I could be moving soon. Never thought I'd be happy about that, but I actually am. I think, well hope, that I have a different perspective on things this time. Older and wiser, etc. Well, wiser at least. (;

Now, did you find me that straitjacket yet? If not, chop, chop!
The alternative is to ask santa to bring me this dress from Drac in a box.

Werd

Gawd sake! Now my pc has crashed. Once again karma, you and me, let's have it out once and for all.

Unlike the wise man in the picture, I cannot recall having any longer periods of sanity. But I won't care about that, at least not today. Sanity is overrated anyway. Today I'm gonna drink tea with my brain and discuss the marvellous thoughts that's spinning around. And how come someone managed to penetrate the cotton candy wall, and now seems to have gotten stuck on the sugary sticky surface?

Oh my, this is gonna require more than one cup of tea. Do you take yours with milk and honey?

Foolish ghoulish

I'm back home after spending a week at a friends.

I'm confused and annoyed, and I have some life changing decisions to make. And this time it's not about my hair colour. Even though I am changing that too. This time the major decision is wheter or not I should move back to the town I once ran from... Or well, I think I've kinda made up my mind already, I just don't know how to go about it in a good way. It's just the usual story of my life, if you're not already troubled, make sure you create some yummy trouble! I'm awesome like that.

Well, well, well. This is uplifting as usual, what a happy little pill I am, and I'm gonna make you overdose!

But for now, I got other things to do. I'm gonna go play with my new Sugarpill and Lime crime make up that arrived last week. So ciao for now!

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