Happeh new yearrr

As the title says...

HAPPEH NEW YEAR!!!

Bleh

How easy it seems for some to forget their own actions and mistakes, and pass judgements on to others.

When I think of my past, I'm not really surprised I turned out the way I did. However, I do not blame my own actions on a messed up childhood, even though it would be an easy way to make excuses. I've always been her disappointment, and embarrassement. I've heard it more than enough.

The one thing I don't understand though, is why you still feel the need to let me know how stupid you think I am. I gave you an easy way out, why not take it and leave me alone? Does it annoy you that much, knowing that I continue my life without you in it? Why do you feel the need to try and cause trouble?
I know I won't get my questions answered. If I would, you would just twist it around and tell me once again how stuipd and useless I am.
I hope you can look back at your own life, decisions and actions with a clean conscience.

I won't let your texts and threats bring me down. Just asking you to leave me alone. I won't take your crap and judgements anymore...

Merry christmas.

Grinchme

If we're unlucky, the world won't end this friday. And if it doesn't, I've found the perfect role for me this year. I'm going to be this years grinch. So, if christmas happens I will have a busy day. I'm gonna steal everyones presents and replace them with coal, just for my own amusement!

So yes. I'm this years grinch. The perfect role for me this year.

sick cookies

Hot topic of the week in Sweden are gingerbread cookies. We really have serious issues to deal with in the cold north you see. It's concerning a silly xmas tradition when kids dress up, and some of them as gingerbread cookies. I can't even be bothered to explain it further. I can only state that people are pathetic. In every way, shape and form, and they make me sick.

There's only a handfull of people I can stand at the moment (surprising, I know). And one of them is a really old friend, that I wish I will have the opportunity to have a serious sit down with. He's probably the smartest person I know, and I would love to exchange thoughts with him someday soon. And of course a brew or two at that pirate bar I'm so jealous of. The only thing is, that it would all end in chaos, this I'm quite sure of. But hey...

I did something naughty today, so now I'm off santas list for sure. But guess what? That doesn't bother me either! I'm gonna get chains and vinyl from myself, and that makes me a happy girl. Because I deserve it!

Now I'm gonna dress up and go for a walk in the cold. I got too much on my mind at the moment and it's consuming me. Sometimes I wish I could actually share them... But then I remember how much I dislike the feeling of being a burden. Oh well, time for that walk. Ciao!

A roly-poly Sandy Claws to add a little spice

The boogeyman is bringing the presents this year kids, hold on to your hats. It's gonna be extra special.
He won't visit me of course, I haven't been nice. Hmm... Oh well, christmas sucks, and I hope everyone will choke on their joyful spirits. I'm full of holiday cheer this year. As you can tell by the great rhyme.

Moving soon. Packing sucks. I have too many things, so much crap. And I need so many new things. Many, many shiny things to make my new place cozy and awesome. Like a mental asylum. That's what my weary mind needs to come to rest. But in the meantime, I'll just play a little world of warcraft.

awkwardness

That awkward moment when you realise you've just been flirted with by a girl, and you were almost naked... AWKWARDNESS! To say the least. I drew this picture to illustrate just how awkward it felt. And yes, my paint skills are legendary.

This is me feeling awkward.