Sunday, November 18

Hrfhkucv

Piece of shit this evening turned out to be. I'm gonna channel my rage on this piece of crap page, and tear it limb from limb. If it had any that is.
Bitches wanna run my life and tell me how to live. Everything about me is wrong. My actions are selfish and immature. I'm nothing but a worthless piece of crap worm. Not worth speaking to or even look at.

The ego I am, is telling myself that I don't need any of this shit. I'd be better off just leaving everyone and their righteous, all knowing, goody two-shoes bitches and just move my pathetic ass out in the woods somewhere, and never be heard from again. I guess that in someway I should feel honoured. Honoured about the fact that I give these bitches a reason to justify how great them and their own lives are. I'm the poster girl for everything that's wrong.

I'm fed up. Leave me be "insert c-word here".

Now, before I vanish and start building my cabin in the woods, I'm gonna go all out grumpy mode, and pull my blanket over my head and curse all night long.

FO xx





You lie, silent there before me.
Your tears, they mean nothing to me,
The wind howling at the window,
The love you never gave,
I give to you,
Really don't deserve it,
But now, there's nothing you can do.
So sleep, in your only memory
Of me, my dearest mother...

Here's a lullaby to close your eyes.
[Goodbye]
It was always you that I despised.
I don't feel enough for you to cry, [oh well]
Here's a lullaby to close your eyes,
[Goodbye],

So insignificant, sleeping dormant deep inside of me,
Are you hiding away, lost, under the sewers,
Maybe flying high, in the clouds?
Perhaps you're happy without me...
So many seeds have been sown in the field,
And who could sprout up so blessedly,
If I had died I would have never felt sad at all,
You will not hear me say 'I'm sorry'
Where is the light, wonder if it's weeping somewhere?

Here's a lullaby to close your eyes.
[Goodbye]
It was always you that I despised.
I don't feel enough for you to cry, [oh well]
Here's a lullaby to close your eyes,
[Goodbye],

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