Bitterness

Insomnia, insomnia, insomnia... My old foe has come back to haunt me. Just what I need at the moment.
And the thoughts that I can't shake, are like a virus eating my brain. I'm not in control, I've lost my focus. I hate the anxiety, the empty feeling I have, of not knowing. The feeling of being ignored... I don't know what to do with myself. It's so exhausting being me. All I want to do is sleep, and right now that's the one thing I can't.

Oh well, I have a lecture in 4 hours. The only positive thing is that in 4 hours the virus in my brain will only feel like a distant memory, but my brain will be a mushy mess that won't know a thing of what's being said. Yaay, life is sweet.

There's no hope...

I surprise myself at times. I thought I knew myself pretty damn good by now, but then tonight I learned that I'm a soft hearted weakling. I've just spent the last half hour crying like a baby. Over a movie... I know right. I've been watching Marley & me. Yes, yes I know, it's been out for ages, I'm behind etc, etc. The film wasn't even that good, still it left me snivelling like mad... I like dogs damnit, what's your excuse?!

Something that probably won't make anyone end up in tears is following me on instagram. I'm posting my awesome( <-- uhu), adventures with my best buddy Darth Vader. To see this awesomeness, look up iodines.

Sneak peak. Me and Vader at a football game!

The cry of mankind

I wonder why they say there's no easy way out. Doesn't it depend on how fast you're running?
I know one thing though. No matter how fast you run, you can't outrun yourself. And it seems my other self is one heck of a runner... I want my easy way out. One day I will have it, and it's the only thing that I want I will ever have...


I'm a fool.

Happy birthday to me!

It's that time of te year again. Totally the best day in history. My birthday, of course. ;)

Had a great day, almost wish it wasn't over. But tomorrow is another exciting day. It's tattoo day!
I know I've Said several times that I'm gonna post pictures of My tattoos, and I will. As soon as I remember! (I PROMISE NUMEH!! :D)

But for now, check out my new babies I got for my b-day. I luv them soooo much and don't want to take them off. Although I suspect they aren't very comfy to sleep in!

Happiness in another box :D

The birthday pressys I've ordered myself arrived this morning, and I'm as happy as a kid in a candy store!!!

A plush Dart Vader bag and the young Lovecraft comics 1 & 2! I'm a happy girl, and so nice that buys myself such sweet birthday presents. :D

I miss you

Hello, I'm still sleeping.

Here's a lullaby to close your eyes...

How I love to hate those games.

zleepy zombie

What a lovely weekend it's been. Lovely people everywhere, like always during the Pride week. Even my wicked heart melts and feels the love all around.

 
Specially yesterday (friday). I went to see the Dark knight rises, and I think I fell in love a little bit. With Bane! That voice... omg. And there's just something with a man in a mask... rawr!
I've decided that Bane is the best villain since Heath
Ledgers Joker, and that's that!



But now this old zombie lady is absolutely knackered, and must go to sleep. For a hundred years, at least.
                                                                                                                                       xx

On the train going home

Zleeping for 100 yearz